HowlingClockwork

    I cannot decide where to start. I'm slowly coming up with ideas for a story but I'm so indecisive that cannot choose what genre to stick with or what themes to emphasize. At first I wanted to write something more dramatic; something serious or dark. I have written two major stories in the past. One as an homage to The Catcher in the Rye that contained experiences of my own. I lost it years ago as I had no physical copies and my computer had an HDD failure. The other major story (an overstatement) is something very precious to me. I had started to write it over a year ago, but I feel so upset with how it came out that I am considering edit

    So, I'm in a bit of an internal struggle. Yes, this is my first post on deviantArt of any kind, and I've decided to join this community to resolve that struggle. I am having a major identity crisis. My name is Jonathan, I'm nineteen, I'm a college student from the New Jersey-New York area, and I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Really, not a clue. People around me are getting their lives together and going out into the real world. I have countless friends starting careers, pursuing childhood ambitions, and beginning their lives as self-sufficient, free-thinking adults. And then, there's me: confused, unambitious, unskilled, and